Yesterday was the start of Daylight Saving Time. It began at 2 am here in West Virginia so I lost an hour of sleep yesterday but it is all good. I thought that when my FIL passes, it wouldn't bother me that much because we kind of anticipated it is going to happen but now that it is real, it is so hard. I feel like I am losing my own father all over again. The only difference is that, with my FIL, we kind of seen it coming but with my Dad, it was abrupt and unexpected. The pain is the same though. I respected and loved my FIL the same way I did with my own father. Losing someone is never easy. It gets easier as time passes but when it is new and fresh, it's tough.