Daylight Saving Time: Losing Sleep and Losing a Loved One

Yesterday was the start of Daylight Saving Time.  It began at 2 am here in West Virginia so I lost an hour of sleep  yesterday but it is all good.  I thought that  when my FIL  passes, it wouldn't bother me that much because we  kind of  anticipated it is going to happen but  now that it is real, it is so hard.  I feel like I am losing my own father all over again.  The only difference is that, with my FIL, we  kind of seen it coming but with my Dad, it was  abrupt and unexpected.  The pain is  the same though.  I  respected and loved my FIL  the same way I did with my own father.  Losing someone is never easy.  It gets easier  as time passes but when it is new and fresh, it's tough.